Meditating– it dawned on me that I miss music, that easier expression, untranslated (I don’t have to translate into words) when I haven’t arrived at that point where I can discover the next thing in words.
Why am I an artist? Working with my hands would be such a fantastic cloak. Sometimes this is too hard, [...]
Entries from July 2009
July 31, 2009
the economy of relationship
July 23, 2009
if by force
Sitting here forcing myself to write with windows full of mosquitos/ strange connection to visitation lingers from the other day (what am I supposed to learn?)
These next few entries will be boring as I get back into the practice of being interesting. Need to sing, exercise, & meditate still today. I’m getting flabby, fleshy– makes [...]
July 21, 2009
is this a drum on her head?
Writing in here though I’m supposed to have a poem tomorrow– not sure if this is the best use of my time.
While meditating, it felt like mosquitos were attacking me& I attempted to transcend the itch& failed, ended up scratching my arm raw& this was an hour ago& it got me thinking about this special [...]
